ill will.
It’s pretty damn crazy how grudges I once held so tightly to, now don’t mean a thing once I got older. Looking back, half of the ill feelings I’ve had towards certain people just faded away, simply because we all grew up. As I got older, I was able to understand why people acted the way they did, and why I acted in a way that I did. I’m not trying to excuse certain actions, or find ways to make wrongs seem right, but I’m just saying that it was all just so… childish. Those childish things seriously helped mold and shape me into the woman I am now and I wouldn’t change it for the world. You can’t be old and wise without being young and stupid (although I do believe you have to limit stupidity or forever be fucked). I’m very thankful for all the events and occurrences that have happened in my lifetime, and I look forward to all of the things that will happen to me in the future, good or bad. Ahh, bittersweet. 2012, it’s time.
