yet the most judgemental and unsupportive woman in my life. If you want me to succeed as much as you say you want me to, then help bring me up, not down. You talk way too much shit about me to your friends and to your sisters and don’t even realize how much it affects me. Claiming that it’s just me wanting me to be a ‘beautician’ in a tone that almost degrades my dream.
It’s not just about doing hair or make up or whatever you think the stereotypical work is, it’s making someone feel good. It’s about making other people realize how beautiful they are on the outside as much as it is on the inside. It’s about learning how to play up the beautiful physical features that you already have, not caking your face to look like a clown (unless it’s for artistic purposes, haha). Just because it’s not your ideal career choice for me doesn’t mean it’s a joke. 
It’s about It’s extremely difficult for me to accept the fact that I never want to be like you. I know you’re not proud of me. Well, if you want me to feel guilty for making you feel cold-hearted, know that I only feel guilty because it’s the truth and I never wanted to hurt you. But I can’t go on putting up a front like this relationship is the best in the world. I can’t lie like you can. You can go ahead and let me know about how much I don’t understand you and how bad of a daughter I am, but when I tell you the faults that you have, you can’t accept it? I love you, but I can’t fucking take it when you constantly degrade me. I’ll never make it out alive if I listened to you 100% of the time. Sad to say, I will never degrade my children the way you have.